Time flies... Another 22 hrs later it'll be a Whole New Year! I wish this will be a much better year for everybody. Went to colour my hair today. Black with a blue tone shine. Was told it'll be more obvious after a few wash. Bit only obvious under the sun. Cant wait to see the colour, always wanted to have blue hair. hee...
Technology is really amazing, cant imagine I'm printing photos from my computer now. Was kinda frustrated with the printer just now why it wouldnt print halfway thru. Then I realsied my cartridge has not more ink. Am very glad that there is an extra cartridge else I'll have to wait till tmw then can continue printing. Yeah! BEE... dun ask me what I'm printing... not telling you.
Really miss you BEE... cant wait to spend another day with you. Tonight will be my company's dinner and dance. My first dinner and dance! Woo hoo!!! And I'm wearing my favourite country's costume, THAILAND!!! Hope it'll be fun! Only regret is my BEE wont be by my side. And I cant be the first to wish Him HAPPY BIRTHDAY when the clock strike twelve :(
Dearest BEE, a whole new year, will pray for you. Hope you are blessed with good health and prosperity. Even if the Tarot cards says you might risk losing everything, you'll never lose me :)
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Thursday, December 28, 2006
I Thank You
For making me cry
This time, Only In my heart,
Because it is too painful to even cry out loud
Thank you
For all the promises of staying happy and healthy together
What's the point of talking so much when it will not come true
Thank you
For not willing to take care of your health
Guess that is why you want to love me till death
So that you can go and left me lonely and miserable on this earth
Thank you
For teaching me to be obedient
Yet you are not doing what you say
Thank you
For constantly reminding yourself to be positive
When you choose to escape from reality
And Thank you
For calling the person who love you most... A Nagger
This time, Only In my heart,
Because it is too painful to even cry out loud
Thank you
For all the promises of staying happy and healthy together
What's the point of talking so much when it will not come true
Thank you
For not willing to take care of your health
Guess that is why you want to love me till death
So that you can go and left me lonely and miserable on this earth
Thank you
For teaching me to be obedient
Yet you are not doing what you say
Thank you
For constantly reminding yourself to be positive
When you choose to escape from reality
And Thank you
For calling the person who love you most... A Nagger
Care Bears
Today, my female colleague said that I look like grumpy bear from the care bears. hehe... Few years ago, my lecturer kept telling me that she finds me very familiar, that I look like somebody. And she finally realised... that my face looks like one kind of animal. *biaaaa*
*itch* *itch*
Another rainy day... wish I could sleep longer this morning.
Been having this itch for two weeks and it is getting worse. Now my whole body, except my face, gosh fortunately, is itchy! Doc said might be that my office air is dry. I better start applying moisturizer during work. Had an injection and some cream. *still itchy leh* Hope it'll get better by tmw, else my ugly body will have more marks le.
It's raining so heavily outside, and BEE is still clubbing. And another 2-3 nights of parties for him over this weekend. My only worry is him drinking too much. The last few times when he got really drunk and alcohol poison, my heart really skipped a beat. How would I not worry? If he ever collapse on the street, will anybody even care to help? If only I have a pair of 千里眼, I would be able to watch out for him. We promised each other to live healthy in order to have a happy long life time together. Hope BEE can stay true to his promise too. And hopefully cut down on his smoking too.
Time to report to dreamland.... zzz
Been having this itch for two weeks and it is getting worse. Now my whole body, except my face, gosh fortunately, is itchy! Doc said might be that my office air is dry. I better start applying moisturizer during work. Had an injection and some cream. *still itchy leh* Hope it'll get better by tmw, else my ugly body will have more marks le.
It's raining so heavily outside, and BEE is still clubbing. And another 2-3 nights of parties for him over this weekend. My only worry is him drinking too much. The last few times when he got really drunk and alcohol poison, my heart really skipped a beat. How would I not worry? If he ever collapse on the street, will anybody even care to help? If only I have a pair of 千里眼, I would be able to watch out for him. We promised each other to live healthy in order to have a happy long life time together. Hope BEE can stay true to his promise too. And hopefully cut down on his smoking too.
Time to report to dreamland.... zzz
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
A tribute to Anita Mui
Tonight was a night I long waited for, to attend the charity performance by a friend, who can sing like Anita Mui. It was a good show, very good and sincere effort by the organiser and performers.
It has been awhile since i stepped into a pub. Alot of 感触 tonight. Especially when I know that these are places my BEE patrons very often. I do not object my BEE to go clubbing, especially when this is his favourite activity. It is ppl around him, seems like everybody who gets to know him, will definitely fall for him or wants to flirt with him, cruise him. Yes he is good looking and has a nice body. Cant convince me that they like him becoz of his good personality, becoz I know they don't. Even his so call "good friends" want to go to bed with him. These ppl are so fake, so selfish and self centered. How many of them really care about his health and his life? Even though I know my BEE loves me truly, I really cant help but it does stresses me. And BEE, pls dun try hidding things from me becoz you worry I'll feel stress. Becoz I'll get more stress if I know you are. Dun forget I'm very sensitive. Anyway I ONLY care about my BEE's life, his health and his happiness.
The Tarot card reading was very accurate.
My Past 6 months - I was very unhappy, I wasnt enjoying life, i hate waking up, dragging myself to work. Finding all kind of excuses to get out. Kept searching for my direction in life.
Now - The card says I feel bored, unhappy and wanting to get out of my current lifestyle. hmm... I thought it was not so accurate after all, till BEE enlightens me... true... I am contented with my job now, but relationship wise.... I have never regretted having my BEE in my life. It is just our "current status", yes i really wish it'll be over soon. I felt like living in the dark. I am not complaining. I just hope that this day, very soon will arrive, and my BEE will reach his goal and succeed in whatever he wanted. I know he is forced to do what he has to do. And he does it for me too. Having someone who is willing to sacrifice so much for me, what else can I ask for?
This evening when the song 亲密爱人 was sang, I almost cried, trying very hard to hold back my tears. I was thinking, 有情人, 几时才能终成眷属呢? I remembered my BEE wanted me to sing this song during the marine parade canival. That night at the karaoke when we were deciding what song to sing, he held my hands and looked at me throughout, while i was trying to remember the lyrics for the song. I can never forget that lovely smile.
Another song that is very meaningful to me, of coz, it is 抱紧眼前人. This song, he taught me to sing line by line. And the song is so nice, that I am able to sing it by myself after just one try. From then on, it became one of my favourites.
BEE, you are a very beautiful man with a very beautiful heart. Thank you for walking life with me. I treasure you, I appreciate whatever you do for me. I look forward to spending the rest of my life with you. I wish you HAPPY HEALTHY and LUCKY!
Good night! *Muacks*
It has been awhile since i stepped into a pub. Alot of 感触 tonight. Especially when I know that these are places my BEE patrons very often. I do not object my BEE to go clubbing, especially when this is his favourite activity. It is ppl around him, seems like everybody who gets to know him, will definitely fall for him or wants to flirt with him, cruise him. Yes he is good looking and has a nice body. Cant convince me that they like him becoz of his good personality, becoz I know they don't. Even his so call "good friends" want to go to bed with him. These ppl are so fake, so selfish and self centered. How many of them really care about his health and his life? Even though I know my BEE loves me truly, I really cant help but it does stresses me. And BEE, pls dun try hidding things from me becoz you worry I'll feel stress. Becoz I'll get more stress if I know you are. Dun forget I'm very sensitive. Anyway I ONLY care about my BEE's life, his health and his happiness.
The Tarot card reading was very accurate.
My Past 6 months - I was very unhappy, I wasnt enjoying life, i hate waking up, dragging myself to work. Finding all kind of excuses to get out. Kept searching for my direction in life.
Now - The card says I feel bored, unhappy and wanting to get out of my current lifestyle. hmm... I thought it was not so accurate after all, till BEE enlightens me... true... I am contented with my job now, but relationship wise.... I have never regretted having my BEE in my life. It is just our "current status", yes i really wish it'll be over soon. I felt like living in the dark. I am not complaining. I just hope that this day, very soon will arrive, and my BEE will reach his goal and succeed in whatever he wanted. I know he is forced to do what he has to do. And he does it for me too. Having someone who is willing to sacrifice so much for me, what else can I ask for?
This evening when the song 亲密爱人 was sang, I almost cried, trying very hard to hold back my tears. I was thinking, 有情人, 几时才能终成眷属呢? I remembered my BEE wanted me to sing this song during the marine parade canival. That night at the karaoke when we were deciding what song to sing, he held my hands and looked at me throughout, while i was trying to remember the lyrics for the song. I can never forget that lovely smile.
Another song that is very meaningful to me, of coz, it is 抱紧眼前人. This song, he taught me to sing line by line. And the song is so nice, that I am able to sing it by myself after just one try. From then on, it became one of my favourites.
BEE, you are a very beautiful man with a very beautiful heart. Thank you for walking life with me. I treasure you, I appreciate whatever you do for me. I look forward to spending the rest of my life with you. I wish you HAPPY HEALTHY and LUCKY!
Good night! *Muacks*
Monday, December 18, 2006
Dearest BEE
Once again I thank you for giving me the most wonderful time I ever had in my life. And I believe this will be better and better the way we treasure and appreciate each other. Like we have said, the level we are experiencing now is much much better than our honeymoon period.
Soon, we will be celebrating our 2nd birthdays together. Yeah! by the way, there is a slight delay in the making of your secret christmas card, you should be able to receive it before your Birthday! hee...
香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害…
不要轻易说爱, 许下的承诺就是欠下的债…
老鼠对猫说我爱你, 猫说你走开, 老鼠流泪走开...
谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪…其实有一种爱情叫做放弃…
风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险…
女人善变的是脸, 男人善变的是心…
在爱情的世界里, 没有谁对不起谁, 只有谁不懂珍惜谁…
遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开…
要记得抓紧爱情, 而不是抓伤彼此的感情…
不要忘了真爱难寻…
Soon, we will be celebrating our 2nd birthdays together. Yeah! by the way, there is a slight delay in the making of your secret christmas card, you should be able to receive it before your Birthday! hee...
香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害…
不要轻易说爱, 许下的承诺就是欠下的债…
老鼠对猫说我爱你, 猫说你走开, 老鼠流泪走开...
谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪…其实有一种爱情叫做放弃…
风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险…
女人善变的是脸, 男人善变的是心…
在爱情的世界里, 没有谁对不起谁, 只有谁不懂珍惜谁…
遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开…
要记得抓紧爱情, 而不是抓伤彼此的感情…
不要忘了真爱难寻…
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Unforgetable
18 Aug 2005, you emailed me this song and told me to learn it well. At first, I really thought that the lyrics was describing us, so real, so true. It was the theme song of the first TVB drama serial you told me to watch, "Point of no return".
22 Aug 2005, I bought the VCDs of this tv serial. I cried after the show started for less than a minute. It was playing the theme song. Every bits reminded me of our relationship. That afternoon, I insisted on seeing you. We had a great time, even though we only met about three hours.
That evening, I received the first gift from you, a jade pendant, which is still my favourite till today. In the taxi, I was hoping that you would hold my hand. To my surprise, you did! And I'm glad... you never let go of my hand since then :)
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Thank You!
I always think that I am a very lucky guy, but after knowing you, I truly experience the meaning of "Lucky".
BEE, thank you for all the love and care you gave me. Thank you for all the gifts that you bought me which some of them are very meaningful and precious to me. You are spoiling me so much. I appreciate EVERYTHING you did for me, all the happiness that you brought me. Thank you!!!
Yeah! Like I always hope for, we are wearing the same thing! Same earring, some handphone, same jeans, same sandals, same wallet... and hopefully someday soon, same watch. Which I look forward most... you should know why :))
POM RUK KOON
BEE, thank you for all the love and care you gave me. Thank you for all the gifts that you bought me which some of them are very meaningful and precious to me. You are spoiling me so much. I appreciate EVERYTHING you did for me, all the happiness that you brought me. Thank you!!!
Yeah! Like I always hope for, we are wearing the same thing! Same earring, some handphone, same jeans, same sandals, same wallet... and hopefully someday soon, same watch. Which I look forward most... you should know why :))
POM RUK KOON
Thursday, December 7, 2006
Love or Lust?
Absence makes the Heart grow Fonder
when two people are truly in Love
Absence makes the Heart Wanderwhen people are not in Lovebut only in Lust
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
缘
有些人 很容易 便找到真爱
有些人 等了一辈子 都等不到 要等的人
有些人 等到了 却得不到幸福
爱情来得容易 幸福却未必
不要为了 一时的冲动
不要为了 一时的不满
不要为了 一时的诱惑
牺牲了你 一世的幸福
珍惜那个 爱你的人
珍惜那段 幸福情缘
有人说。。。
不在乎 天长地久
只在乎 曾经拥有
BEE 我想对你说。。。
不在乎 路途艰苦
只在乎 生生世世 和你 天长 地久
有些人 等了一辈子 都等不到 要等的人
有些人 等到了 却得不到幸福
爱情来得容易 幸福却未必
不要为了 一时的冲动
不要为了 一时的不满
不要为了 一时的诱惑
牺牲了你 一世的幸福
珍惜那个 爱你的人
珍惜那段 幸福情缘
有人说。。。
不在乎 天长地久
只在乎 曾经拥有
BEE 我想对你说。。。
不在乎 路途艰苦
只在乎 生生世世 和你 天长 地久
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
1st day @ work
Not really a smooth day for me. When I happily walking to the bus stop this morning, I realised that I forgotten to bring my wallet and farecard. After I rushed out from home again and trying to book a taxi, there isn't any available. Then I realised that everybody on the roadside was trying to book one too. 23min left, I decided that I better take the train instead. So as fast as I could I dashed to the train station. Luckily, I able to reach ofiz just in time. 9 sharp!
Was quite ok at work, will be on classroom trainings for two weeks. Nice working environment, nice people, mostly female, and lots of activities lining up becoz the associates there like to organise activities and celebrate all kinds of festivals. So exciting!
Halfway thru the day, started to feel unwell. Sore throat and running nose. Couldnt go for my Tae Kwondo class. Took my medication during dinner, thot I'll be better but got worse after a nap. Cold sweat and feeling cold. Slightly better now. Happy that my BEE is back to Singapore but sad that I cant meet him as I do not want to spread my illness to him. :`(
Hope I'll get well soon.
Was quite ok at work, will be on classroom trainings for two weeks. Nice working environment, nice people, mostly female, and lots of activities lining up becoz the associates there like to organise activities and celebrate all kinds of festivals. So exciting!
Halfway thru the day, started to feel unwell. Sore throat and running nose. Couldnt go for my Tae Kwondo class. Took my medication during dinner, thot I'll be better but got worse after a nap. Cold sweat and feeling cold. Slightly better now. Happy that my BEE is back to Singapore but sad that I cant meet him as I do not want to spread my illness to him. :`(
Hope I'll get well soon.
Monday, December 4, 2006
So embarrassing!!!
I cant believe it! Tonight at Karen's wedding, I was the mandarin speaking emcee. Everything went on smoothly until when I suppose to invite the guest to rise and hold up their drinks for toasting... I told them to rise up both their hands (in mandarin: Ba Shuang Shou Ju Qi Lai). Guess what, that became the topic of the night. But comes to think of it, it is really funny. I couldn't stop myself from laughing everytime I recall. My friends even rise up their hands to support. hahaha
Arrgghhh.. it's 3am. Gotta sleep
zzzzzzz.....
Arrgghhh.. it's 3am. Gotta sleep
zzzzzzz.....
03 Dec 2006 12.23am... Home alone
Sent my parents off this evening and met up with Tom and Jackie after that. They almost quarrel again. After a kid banged into Tom with some chocolate ice cream stained on his tanktop and bag. Ran off without apologizing. Tom was very mad... who wouldn't? I was thinking if that happens to my BEE.... he'll be very very very MAD. hahaha... hor BEE hor?
Back to me... it is really a rare occasion that my parents are not at home. Like... once a year? So tonight is kinda like a Celebration... HOME ALONE!!! hahahaha.... Sometimes spending some quiet and lonely moment at home can be quite enjoyable and relaxing. Well... of coz I really wish my BEE can be here with me. Never mind lor... I switch on tv, he is there!
lots of things on my list to do...
Back to me... it is really a rare occasion that my parents are not at home. Like... once a year? So tonight is kinda like a Celebration... HOME ALONE!!! hahahaha.... Sometimes spending some quiet and lonely moment at home can be quite enjoyable and relaxing. Well... of coz I really wish my BEE can be here with me. Never mind lor... I switch on tv, he is there!
lots of things on my list to do...
- Laundry
- write Christmas cards (since eCards invented, ppl seldom send Xmas cards, but I still feel tt a real Xmas card is much more meaningful)
- cross stitch (part of my BEE's present)
- watch the latest episode of Survivor / Amazing Race Asia
- get ready Emcee script and ang bao (for Karen's wedding tmr)
- get ready my working attire (starting work on Monday lor)
- choose photos to scan and print
- note down things to do tmr (haircut, get Xmas gifts, post Xmas cards...)
02 Dec 2006 3am ... My first blog!!!
Always wanted to write a blog but never start anything. Guess it's time. Specially dedicate this blog to my BEE, this is for you.
BEE, it is your second night in Bangkok. Hmm... The second time you are away from me since i know you. Even though I still miss you terribly, I definitely can handle much better than the first time. Guess you are still clubbing now, hope you enjoyed yourself.
Starting work on Monday. Really excited!!! Hope I can do well in this new environment and go far. Went shopping looking for some christmas gifts and also bought my working shirts and pants. thanks mom for sponsoring! Oh! Gotta thanks my Sisters ( Ya Hua / Ya Lian / Ya Mei ) for their fashion advice. I'm not good at choosing the right thing to wear, especially when my BEE is not around. hmm... that's another reason why I need you in my life BEE.. hehe... kidding lah!
Still working hard on "making" your christmas cum birthday gift. Even though you said you dun need anything else other than the present you requested. I still want to give you something that you do not know abt. Hmm... hope I'll be able to get it done in time. Also, I really appreciate you for giving me so much so much since the day I know you. All your gifts, surprises and most importantly, your love. Thanks BEE! Life is amazing! You were someone that I never ever want to get acquaintance with, and now, you are the one that I CAN'T Live without. So dun ever judge ppl from rumors that you heard and the way to see. Get to know the person yourself! hahahahahaha... Nevertheless, I wanna say, I look forward and will cherish Each and Every day of our life. A happy and healthy future together. I might not be able to write beautiful sentences here but I mean every single words I say. Well... there are lots more to tell you but I'll write them all in your Christmas Card.
It's my favourite season of the year again! Like I have always told you, Christmas gave me a very special feeling. Whisper: Yeah... I like... so nice.... hahahaha...
NOTHING in this world can STOP us tonight
NOTHING in this world means MORE than YOU
ALL I want for Christmas is YOU *wink*
BEE, it is your second night in Bangkok. Hmm... The second time you are away from me since i know you. Even though I still miss you terribly, I definitely can handle much better than the first time. Guess you are still clubbing now, hope you enjoyed yourself.
Starting work on Monday. Really excited!!! Hope I can do well in this new environment and go far. Went shopping looking for some christmas gifts and also bought my working shirts and pants. thanks mom for sponsoring! Oh! Gotta thanks my Sisters ( Ya Hua / Ya Lian / Ya Mei ) for their fashion advice. I'm not good at choosing the right thing to wear, especially when my BEE is not around. hmm... that's another reason why I need you in my life BEE.. hehe... kidding lah!
Still working hard on "making" your christmas cum birthday gift. Even though you said you dun need anything else other than the present you requested. I still want to give you something that you do not know abt. Hmm... hope I'll be able to get it done in time. Also, I really appreciate you for giving me so much so much since the day I know you. All your gifts, surprises and most importantly, your love. Thanks BEE! Life is amazing! You were someone that I never ever want to get acquaintance with, and now, you are the one that I CAN'T Live without. So dun ever judge ppl from rumors that you heard and the way to see. Get to know the person yourself! hahahahahaha... Nevertheless, I wanna say, I look forward and will cherish Each and Every day of our life. A happy and healthy future together. I might not be able to write beautiful sentences here but I mean every single words I say. Well... there are lots more to tell you but I'll write them all in your Christmas Card.
It's my favourite season of the year again! Like I have always told you, Christmas gave me a very special feeling. Whisper: Yeah... I like... so nice.... hahahaha...
NOTHING in this world can STOP us tonight
NOTHING in this world means MORE than YOU
ALL I want for Christmas is YOU *wink*
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