Sunday, January 28, 2007
Sneeze
Everytime I sneezed today, my right lung feel pain. Dunno why... Now still feeling abit uncomfortable. Is it becoz I seldom exercise lately?
Dedicate this song to you BEE
BEE, I finally found a song that can represent my feelings to you. Every word in this song is true from my heart. Love you BEE! :)
谁 改变了我的世界
没有方向 没有日夜
我看着天 这一刻在想你
是否会 对我一样思念
你 曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天 我们来实现
我望着天 在心中默默念
下一秒 你出现在眼前
想念的心 装满的都是你
我的钢琴 弹奏的都是你
我的日记 写满的都是你的名
才发现 又另一个黎明
这是我 对你爱的累积
谁 改变了我的世界
没有方向 没有日夜
我看着天 这一刻在想你
是否会 对我一样思念
你 曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天 我们来实现
我望着天 在心中默默念
下一秒 你出现在眼前
想念的心 装满的都是你
我的钢琴 弹奏的都是你
我的日记 写满的都是你的名
才发现 又另一个黎明
这是我 对你爱的累积
Thursday, January 25, 2007
3G Video Call
Today I finally upgraded my sim card to a 3G sim card. Yeah! Bee video called me tonight. So amazing, there is a bit lapse but very clear. I was so happy that I kept smiling at bee, speechless. His smile was so bright and charming! And He looks so wonderful and adorable. He kept telling me "you are the best". I guess not many ppl can understand what we are going thru. Maybe it is a blessing in disguise, "this" actually makes us to bond tighter and stronger.
Hope we can have our own little home soon.
Hope we can have our own little home soon.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
鬼丈夫
Some love stories have happy endings, and they live happily ever after.
Some does not, but their hearts are never apart.
“一月梅花迎风颤二月风筝线儿断飘零零，三月桃花随水转
忽匆匆，四月枇杷未黄我欲对镜心意乱
五月石榴如火偏遇阵阵冷雨浇花端
六月伏天人人摇扇我心寒
七月半烧香秉烛问苍天
八月中秋月圆人不圆重九登高看孤雁
十依栏杆百声叹千言万语说不完”
“一片痴心二地相望下笔三四字泪已五六行
但求七夕鹊桥会八方神明负鸳鸯九泉底下十徘徊，
奈何桥上恨正长
肠百折，愁千缕，万般无奈把心伤”
Some does not, but their hearts are never apart.
“一月梅花迎风颤二月风筝线儿断飘零零，三月桃花随水转
忽匆匆，四月枇杷未黄我欲对镜心意乱
五月石榴如火偏遇阵阵冷雨浇花端
六月伏天人人摇扇我心寒
七月半烧香秉烛问苍天
八月中秋月圆人不圆重九登高看孤雁
十依栏杆百声叹千言万语说不完”
“一片痴心二地相望下笔三四字泪已五六行
但求七夕鹊桥会八方神明负鸳鸯九泉底下十徘徊，
奈何桥上恨正长
肠百折，愁千缕，万般无奈把心伤”
Monday, January 22, 2007
Bloody bad mood
It sucks big time! Not you, just some ppl, their mentality and behaviour, made me feel so disgusted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, January 19, 2007
不如不见
Fell in love with this song right away.
Seems like a very beautiful sad story.
头沾湿 无可避免 伦敦总依恋雨点
乘早机 忍耐着呵欠 完全为见你一面
寻得到 尘封小店
回不到 相恋那天
灵气大概早被污梁 谁为了生活不变
越渴望见面然后发现 中间隔着那十年
我想见的笑脸 只有怀念
不懂 怎么在聊天
像我在往日还未抽烟 不知你怎么变迁
似等了一百年 忽然明白
即使在见面 成熟的表演
不如不见
Seems like a very beautiful sad story.
头沾湿 无可避免 伦敦总依恋雨点
乘早机 忍耐着呵欠 完全为见你一面
寻得到 尘封小店
回不到 相恋那天
灵气大概早被污梁 谁为了生活不变
越渴望见面然后发现 中间隔着那十年
我想见的笑脸 只有怀念
不懂 怎么在聊天
像我在往日还未抽烟 不知你怎么变迁
似等了一百年 忽然明白
即使在见面 成熟的表演
不如不见
Am I rebellious?
Last night you said, you realised I was abit more rebellious lately, you thought it was my new job that made me this way. I was very very sad. Realised that I could hold my tears better this time. During these period, I kept reminding myself that the time we are able to spend together was much restricted and I have to treasure every moment to be happy moments. I was doing my very best to get rid of my bad habit of being rebellious. Can't you tell I am really doing my best in every way. If you do notice, how often have I talk back to you lately?
If it was between my conversation with Rich, and you felt that I was being bitchy. Please do open up your ears and listen, I was defending myself and my parents in every reasonable way. You will be able to tell who is talking ridiculously. Sometimes I really hate involving in conversations that are full of rubbish and lies.
If it was between my conversation with Rich, and you felt that I was being bitchy. Please do open up your ears and listen, I was defending myself and my parents in every reasonable way. You will be able to tell who is talking ridiculously. Sometimes I really hate involving in conversations that are full of rubbish and lies.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Scared
Just talked to you over the phone... for a few minutes. I can hear that you sounded abit impatience, bothered, restless. I'm scared, not of you. Just scared that I'll make you angry. I dunno how I can make you feel better. I wish I can do much more than making you laugh. I hate life being so unfair. Why bad people are living so well off and good people are suffering......
.......
Guess I'm in the mode of blaming again. I was told that What we are today are what we have done in the past. What we do today will make us to be our future. Cause and effect. Guess we have to be responsible of our own act.
Let's wish for a better tomorrow.
.......
Guess I'm in the mode of blaming again. I was told that What we are today are what we have done in the past. What we do today will make us to be our future. Cause and effect. Guess we have to be responsible of our own act.
Let's wish for a better tomorrow.
Life...
After work today, I realised I have been in the office working for nearly 12 hrs (I only stepped out to buy lunch + eat, less than 30mins). Even though, I enjoyed what I am doing. Plus the environment is friendly, my colleagues keep telling me not to stay late and go home. Everywhere you go you see smiles. Unlike my first job, nobody cares to say Hi to you. Everybody works until there is no tomorrow. It was scary.
Tonight I paid my credit card bill, scary amount. I really have to start budgeting real well. For the good of my future. First thing on my list is to cut down my phone bill by half. I know for the mean time, I could do nothing to help BEE. Feeling really useless that I'm only starting up at this age and with NO savings. I know it is no point talking abt all these. Only way is to be optimisstic and work hard. I just want BEE to know that I am not making use of work to play and fool around. I will also not be hoping for "One step reach sky". I learned not to be greedy after seeing ppl around me failed. Most importantly, I will also not give you up for whatever reason, to the extend even if my family threatens me. They will only risk losing me.
Your love is the only energy that keeps me going on and on.
Tonight I paid my credit card bill, scary amount. I really have to start budgeting real well. For the good of my future. First thing on my list is to cut down my phone bill by half. I know for the mean time, I could do nothing to help BEE. Feeling really useless that I'm only starting up at this age and with NO savings. I know it is no point talking abt all these. Only way is to be optimisstic and work hard. I just want BEE to know that I am not making use of work to play and fool around. I will also not be hoping for "One step reach sky". I learned not to be greedy after seeing ppl around me failed. Most importantly, I will also not give you up for whatever reason, to the extend even if my family threatens me. They will only risk losing me.
Your love is the only energy that keeps me going on and on.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Chinese Calender Birthday!
How forgetful I am! I just realised that yesterday was my Chinese calender Birthday and Friday was BEE's chinese calender birthday! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!! hahahaha
New Chapter in Life
wow.. it has been quite sometime I havent update my blog liao. Quite busy la. Well... just a recap.
7 days since I'm 32 year old. wow... finally felt that age really catching up. I guess time flies when you are happy. Everything has been going well, I am happy in my new job and I believe I will go far with this company. I have agreed to join the "wow team" and already working on my first task liao. Hope it'll be a fun and fruitful journey ahead.
Of coz, my BEE is the best thing that happens in my entire life. From every action and words of him, I feel so protected and loved. Maybe it is also the situation that we are in, we see the importance of treasuring each other. Life is short, if we are so particular of everything, how can we be happy? Of coz, Trust is very important too. Had a great time last Sat night, my birthday eve. Finally after so long, can spend a good long night at the hotel with my BEE again. Actually I love this hotel, Holiday Inn the Atrium. We stayed on the 25th floor, such a lovely night view at the city and some sea view. I love sight seeing, cloud and star gazing, view watching, especially night view. I can really spend time sitting there, enjoying the quiet moments, watching the world moves. Of coz, as usual, we ate non stop. My tummy is getting bigger again.. need to watch out. Especially now my job requires me to sit all day. Plus I'm happy, I eat.
In my life now, there is only one thing I am praying hard for. Is my BEE's health. Though he promise he'll take care and see doc, until the day he really goes for a good check up, my mind will never rest in peace. Especially when he has been constantly complaining abt some pain in his body. Today I just found out from a good friend that she has chronic kidney disease for almost a year and has been taking medication everyday since. Good thing is she went for check up early else if not, it'll be worse. She agrees with me that ppl who are full of negative thoughts, the negative energy will turn into sickness. That is why she is always very optimistic, which is very good. Near my birthday last year my best friend Yin has lost her long battle with cancer and left us. She was only 30. I will never forget her strong and positive attitude. If she is still here, I want to give her a good hug. If I am going to list down my top ten best friends, yes she is sure in the list. BEE, you know I care and I love you so much, keep to our promise that we'll walk our life journey together till the end of time ok?
Today I went karaoke with my good sisters. Had a really great time. You know what, I realised my job did help alot in my singing. Guess by talking so much on the phone everyday, I'm actually training my breathing too... today my singing improved so much. I felt that my stemina is back, I have more power. Yeah!
Fell in love with this song.
〈最近〉李圣杰
你最近不说话，怎么了，为什么，是不是有什么事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单，有点乱，有点慌，可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要得，我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的，却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合，也不想认输，好几次，我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释，这样的一切，都只是开始
我觉得是，所有的一切，早就已结束
不想再约束，不要在痛苦，下一次会有更好的情路
The first time I heard it, my tears just fell. I guess the lyrics says everything. BEE, I know this song does not just apply to me but you too. I know you are not happy, you are suffering much more than me. I am sad that I couldnt help you in your career and you have to go through all these sufferings to climb your way up. But these days will be over soon, I'm willing to wait as long as I'm your priority in your life. I know it is hell for you. I promise you, that every moment you spend with me, it will be laughter and happiness. OK? After karaoke we went Thai express for dinner. I ordered my favourite Honey Chicken Rice... hmmm.... yummy! Thinking of it, I'm hungry again. Then we went Coffee club for chit chat. They say I'm crazy woman. haha... I am, especially with ppl I'm comfortable with, I'll be a joker, making a fool out of myself to make ppl laugh. Talking craps, cracking stupid jokes. It is just natural. haha... Jackie and Thomas bought me a nice shirt from SpringField, a brand that I love. Yeah, got new shirt for work again. hmm.. will plan to buy one more pants for work. All my other pants cant really fit liao... my waist line is expanding fast!!! aaarrrgggghhhh... Half the weekend gone already, looking forward to spend my sunday with my BEE. Next week I only have one day off. Starting my shift work soon. Really have to rest well.
Till then... :)
7 days since I'm 32 year old. wow... finally felt that age really catching up. I guess time flies when you are happy. Everything has been going well, I am happy in my new job and I believe I will go far with this company. I have agreed to join the "wow team" and already working on my first task liao. Hope it'll be a fun and fruitful journey ahead.
Of coz, my BEE is the best thing that happens in my entire life. From every action and words of him, I feel so protected and loved. Maybe it is also the situation that we are in, we see the importance of treasuring each other. Life is short, if we are so particular of everything, how can we be happy? Of coz, Trust is very important too. Had a great time last Sat night, my birthday eve. Finally after so long, can spend a good long night at the hotel with my BEE again. Actually I love this hotel, Holiday Inn the Atrium. We stayed on the 25th floor, such a lovely night view at the city and some sea view. I love sight seeing, cloud and star gazing, view watching, especially night view. I can really spend time sitting there, enjoying the quiet moments, watching the world moves. Of coz, as usual, we ate non stop. My tummy is getting bigger again.. need to watch out. Especially now my job requires me to sit all day. Plus I'm happy, I eat.
In my life now, there is only one thing I am praying hard for. Is my BEE's health. Though he promise he'll take care and see doc, until the day he really goes for a good check up, my mind will never rest in peace. Especially when he has been constantly complaining abt some pain in his body. Today I just found out from a good friend that she has chronic kidney disease for almost a year and has been taking medication everyday since. Good thing is she went for check up early else if not, it'll be worse. She agrees with me that ppl who are full of negative thoughts, the negative energy will turn into sickness. That is why she is always very optimistic, which is very good. Near my birthday last year my best friend Yin has lost her long battle with cancer and left us. She was only 30. I will never forget her strong and positive attitude. If she is still here, I want to give her a good hug. If I am going to list down my top ten best friends, yes she is sure in the list. BEE, you know I care and I love you so much, keep to our promise that we'll walk our life journey together till the end of time ok?
Today I went karaoke with my good sisters. Had a really great time. You know what, I realised my job did help alot in my singing. Guess by talking so much on the phone everyday, I'm actually training my breathing too... today my singing improved so much. I felt that my stemina is back, I have more power. Yeah!
Fell in love with this song.
〈最近〉李圣杰
你最近不说话，怎么了，为什么，是不是有什么事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单，有点乱，有点慌，可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要得，我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的，却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合，也不想认输，好几次，我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释，这样的一切，都只是开始
我觉得是，所有的一切，早就已结束
不想再约束，不要在痛苦，下一次会有更好的情路
The first time I heard it, my tears just fell. I guess the lyrics says everything. BEE, I know this song does not just apply to me but you too. I know you are not happy, you are suffering much more than me. I am sad that I couldnt help you in your career and you have to go through all these sufferings to climb your way up. But these days will be over soon, I'm willing to wait as long as I'm your priority in your life. I know it is hell for you. I promise you, that every moment you spend with me, it will be laughter and happiness. OK? After karaoke we went Thai express for dinner. I ordered my favourite Honey Chicken Rice... hmmm.... yummy! Thinking of it, I'm hungry again. Then we went Coffee club for chit chat. They say I'm crazy woman. haha... I am, especially with ppl I'm comfortable with, I'll be a joker, making a fool out of myself to make ppl laugh. Talking craps, cracking stupid jokes. It is just natural. haha... Jackie and Thomas bought me a nice shirt from SpringField, a brand that I love. Yeah, got new shirt for work again. hmm.. will plan to buy one more pants for work. All my other pants cant really fit liao... my waist line is expanding fast!!! aaarrrgggghhhh... Half the weekend gone already, looking forward to spend my sunday with my BEE. Next week I only have one day off. Starting my shift work soon. Really have to rest well.
Till then... :)
Thursday, January 4, 2007
Happy New Year!!!
It's a whole new year!!! Happy 2007!!! This will be a much better for BEE and ME. Got to work on 2nd Jan when everybody is enjoying their public holiday. Had a great time on new year eve, my company dinner and dance. My first dinner and dance leh! Won a hotel complimentary stay in Kuala Lumpur for Best Dress 1st runner up. So happy! Thank you for those who voted me.
Actually, has been really busy with work this week, becoz most of my colleagues are on leave and not enough manpower. That's why have to accumulate all my follow up work till end of the day when I have to take at least an hour to clear them before heading home. Night time will be busy "making" my BEE present. I'm sure he'll love it. Hope I can get it done before this sat! Looking forward to it very much! Afterall, the last time I really spent a good time with him at the hotel was 5 months ago.
hmm... better get back to "work" else I cant sleep early and will have not enough rest for work liao.
:)
Actually, has been really busy with work this week, becoz most of my colleagues are on leave and not enough manpower. That's why have to accumulate all my follow up work till end of the day when I have to take at least an hour to clear them before heading home. Night time will be busy "making" my BEE present. I'm sure he'll love it. Hope I can get it done before this sat! Looking forward to it very much! Afterall, the last time I really spent a good time with him at the hotel was 5 months ago.
hmm... better get back to "work" else I cant sleep early and will have not enough rest for work liao.
:)
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