Emotional

Guess it is because I like to put myself in the story of the song, that is why I am always so emotional when I listen to songs.

This is another of my favourite songs that always make me tears.

梦醒了

我想起你描述梦想天堂的样子
手指著远方画出一栋一栋房子
你傻笑的表情又那么诚实
所有的信任是从那一刻... 开始

你给我一个到那片天空的地址
只因为太高摔得我血流不止
带著伤口回到当初背叛的城市
唯一收容我的却是自己... 的影子

想跟著你一辈子... 至少这样的世界没有现实
想赖著你一辈子... 做你感情里最后一个天使

如果梦醒时还在一起
请容许我们相依为命
绚烂也许一时 平淡走完一世
是我选择你这样的男子

就怕梦醒时已分两地
谁也挽不回这分离
爱恨可以不分 责任可以不问
天亮了我还是不是... 你的女人

Pain

We are a couple, I can feel how frustrated you are. I feel the pain in you too but what is more painful here is knowing that I cannot help to stop all these that you are going through.

I failed to keep to my words to make you happy in the past few weeks and yet I added more stress to you by demanding for this and that. From today onwards, you will only see my happy face. I will let you have you time and space whenever you need it. It is really easier to say than do. I will do my duty :)

You have always told me, we will see the rainbow soon. I will look forward for this day to come soon :)

PLAY

Just came back from Play. Glad that everybody is home safely.

It has been about 9 months that I have not been to clubbing. It was fun to have everybody there. First of all, Tom and Jackie, hope you guys have a great anniversary celebration. Enjoy your stay at Conrad, I miss the times staying in the hotel too. so relax. Melvin, congratulations!!! So happy to know that you are attached. I wish to see you and Ivan celebrating your anniversaries in the years to come! Derrick, I hope you will feel better when you wake up. I know how you feel and that's why I hate drinking. Took lots of photos tonight, cant wait to see them.

Had diarrhea for the past three days and finally feeling better tonight. Though my stomach still bloated at times. Hope I will get well soon.

Time flies... people like us are all facing the same problem when we get older. Jackie, dun fear and dun think too much. If your family really finds out about you, face it bravely. Tell them the truth and I am sure they will accept you. If you deny it, your family might feel even more awkward in future. Let them help you. You are a family, they wont abandon you. Whatever it is, let nature takes it course. I am happy to know that you and Tom always wanted to share my unhappiness. I understand you care. Dun worry if I really facing some serious issue I will definitely consult you guys. For the time being, everything is still fine.

Bee, everything was great tonight except I really wish you were there with me. Holding me and dancing with me. I will look forward for that day to come again.

Wish all of you have a good rest.

I dunno....

I know you are very troubled too and I know you do not want things to be this way. It is all about survival.

I dunno whether it was right for me to tell you all these things tonight, but if I dun, who can I talk to?

I miss 旺旺

Leaving with you

I wish I could put down everything and leave with you right now... I am finding ways.

专属天使

我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现 我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

Broken Wings

Tonight I decided that I wanted to go out, but after I dressed up, I realised that I do not know where shall I be heading to.

I do not know what shall I do. I have no ability to control my emotions anymore.

Feel like an angel who has lost his power. Feel that I have lost my way...

so lost...

还记得那时你抱着我，对我唱的第一首歌，我永远不会忘记

缘份

不可不相信缘份
缘份象一扇爱情的门
是我一直走错门
还是里面的人不开门
究竟让我等多久
多久你才愿意告诉我
这缘份 是否终将为我等

缘份 缘份 只怕有缘没有份
左等 右等 只怕空等不开门 哦……
心疼 心疼 只怕有心没人疼
谁知命运会将你我怎么分

不可不相信缘份
缘份象一扇爱情的门
这扇门 是否终将为我等
这缘份 是否终将为我等

情债

I really couldn't control my tears everytime you sing me this song, Silly me.


如果我有勇气坦白 就不会这样的感慨
你的爱我是如此依赖 我的心你却不明白
虽然你是一个男人 总该有段未来
告诉世界有你存在
但我只是一个女人 需要一点关怀
安安定定在身边的爱

就算有再多的无奈 你也是看不出来
有人说寂寞是最难捱 你可曾为我而悲哀
其实身为一个女人 可以不必忍耐
等人来陪等人来爱
但我遇上你这男人 就像陷入大海
提也不起放也放不开

日子一天一天醒来 我一天一天徘徊 面对这份感情的债
当你一次一次走开 一次一次回来 好怕也会留下点伤害
日子一天一天醒来 我一天一天徘徊 面对这份感情的债
或许没有该与不该 无论爱与不爱 痛过的人自然会明白