Friday, August 10, 2007

10 years anniversary!!!

Aug 1997, I officially stepped out of the closet. What a good 10 years I been through, seen the best and the worst in this circle. Of course I knew that there are more to learn and experience in life. I am happy that it is the good people that I met over those 10 years, so lucky compared to a lot of other PLUs.

Lucky that I have these are good friends who are around me. Yesterday I went to Sentosa with my buddies. Really really enjoyed myself, played and laughed so hard! I wish we have more chances like this. I am looking forward already.

And thanks god, I met a really great guy who has a great loving heart, a guy who taught me the meaning of monogamous relationship and loyalty in love, shown me the ugly side of this circle, and most importantly, provided me the greatest love of all. Thank you Bee! By the way, glad that we are celebrating our 2nd anniversary this month too! :)

We are always hiding so many things in life, just for the sake of not wanting to hurt people's feeling, but ended up hurting ourselve more. I am glad that I decided not to hide my identity 10 years ago. And now, even some of my closest kins knew about me and they still love me as they used to be. No regrets already. I hope everybody around will be healthy and happy. I hope Bee will be healthy and happy forever. May our dreams come true soon.

Monday, August 6, 2007

Casual Sunday

Yes you were right Tom! There are lots we been thru after all these years, people we met, some still in our life, some are gone, there is a story for each. Friendship and Love is something that we cannot measure, 患难见真情, is the time we really see true faces. We all not young anymore, it is good to know we still have friends around us who we can talk out truly. You know these people will be around to hold you on when you are down. Something that money cannot buy. Priceless.

Everybody has a different character, it's that sparks that connect us together. I always believe that there are so many billions of people on this earth and we are fated to be friends or lover, we must not take each other for granted. I am still learning to appreciate people, learning to be true, to be sincere, honest with feelings. We do not know what will happen tomorrow, so I want to be expressive to my friends, to my family, my lover, to tell you I love you all in case I do not have chance anymore. Life is short, I do not want to waste it or have any regrets.

爱过知情重
醉过知酒浓
花开花谢终是空
缘份不停留像春风来又走

Maybe you guys will think I am too free to think of all these things, but I did list down my top ten friends you know. hahaha... You should know if you are in the list. But if you are not in top ten, maybe you are top 15 leh... hahaha...

Yeah!!! So excited we are finally going for the HK trip. First time with friends (without lover). Bee, although I wish you can come with me. Nevermind, I am looking forward to our dream trip, you promise that you will bring me to see Plum Blossom :)

A very pleasant surprise, I met my BMT buddy who I have lost touch so many years! Someone who I still truly respect, because he has given me so much support when I was so down during my BMT. Thank you buddy!

Love all those oldies songs from 凤飞飞,邓丽君. These are really songs that you wont get tired of listening and somemore so meaningful but humble. And it brings me lots of memories. I know I like to think... like you guys say I always 2046... sometimes its a good thing too you know. When I was down, I recall all the good memories, and it makes me smile, it reminds me to be positive and keeps me going.