Cold war

We have not contacted each other for 12 hours already.

I am not angry with you for nothing. If knowing that I do not like it, why do you still do it? Let's switch the role and see how you would feel in my position.

I HATE weekends....

sooooooooo much!!!!!

A Broken Wing

She loved him like he was
The last man on Earth
Gave him everything she ever had
He'd break her spirit down
Then come lovin' up to her
Give a little, then take it back

She'd tell him about her dreams
He'd just shoot 'em down
Lord he loved to make her cry
"You're crazy for believin'
You'll ever leave the ground"
He said, "Only angels know how to fly"

CHORUS
And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly

One Sunday morning
She didn't go to church
He wondered why she didn't leave
He went up to the bedroom
Found a note by the window
With the curtains blowin' in the breeze

REPEAT CHORUS
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly

Forever Love

I know that the lyrics in this song is what we have always been trying to do all this while.


o~~~

爱你
不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你 每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever 才了解自己
未来这些日子要好好珍惜

爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边像微风深情
温柔的安抚 我的不安定
所以我要
每年研究你的笑容
wo~~多么自然

forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有
幸福的理由

爱情
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
wo
多么自然
你感动的眼睛
我沉默的声音
仿佛就是最好的证明
就让我再说一次
I love you ~~
直到永远
oh forever love
forever love
forever love

Life Lesson

别人是笑里藏刀
我确是笑里藏伤

已经学会如何在心里哭泣
又或者说是“笑着流泪”

人生太戏剧性了， 如果不是亲身体验，
也未必能体会出歌曲里说描诉的心情


忘了为什么想痛哭一场
你给的理由听来都牵强
说服不了我只好继续假装
眼底没有泪光
几乎要承认对感情失望
但你一靠近又想要原谅
伤心的话语都往心里面藏
受不了也不讲
我笑着流泪就怕夜色太漫长
必须面对失去你的凄凉
温柔已经让我受了伤
多痛一点又何妨
我笑着流泪把快乐留在脸上
不让你看到谁变的心慌
所有关于爱你的迷惘
都让我一个人尝

Photos!!!!

Beautiful SceneryI like these two photos, looks like movie poster that tells a story of each character, if you look closely at each of our movement or expression :P

And this is "The Ring"..... ?
Fantastic Four VS The Zig Zag Monster
The Drama Queens...
and then....
and then....
Eat Dim Sum
First Day in our hotel room
My favourite.... desserts!!!!
One night in Hong kong

Little Tiger

Bee bought me this little tiger! So cute and innocent looking! :)

I bought the two little dinos when I was in Hong Kong.

I had enough!!!

Enough of myself! It's time to move on. You are right... no matter wat it is... no matter what happened... nothing will be changed for the time being. I can do whatever I want now. Nobody will stop me. It is all up to myself.

Had a really depressing week. Guess no matter who the winner is, we are already badly hurt after this battle. Had a frightening night, nightmare after nightmare. Couldn't wait to go online today to find out the meaning of those dreams. You might say I am superstitious, no I am not, just curious, but somehow, it's quite accurate. Those in pink are the interpretation.

First, I saw my auntie stood outside my room window, she was possessed and her body was glowing in lights, then the spirit wanted to possess me too. (To dream that you are possessed, represents your state of helplessness and not being in control of things.)

Later at my door steps, I saw huge rats eating up small mice, bloody scene. (To see rats in your dream, signifies feelings of doubts, guilt and/or envy. You are having unworthy thoughts that you are keeping to yourself but are eating you up inside. Alternatively, it denotes repulsion. To see mice in your dream, symbolizes domestic problems, business loss, deceit, and insincere friends. It represents minor problems in which you are spending too much time dwelling on. To dream that you or someone is eating mice, indicates that there is something that has been nagging your conscience and you need to get off your chest. )

And I received news of 3 friends die one after another, after we were back from travelling, total 8 of us. Then I was at a place full of washing machines, weird shape of washine machines, big and small. (To see or use a washing machine in your dream, suggests that you need to resolve past issues and old problems in order to make a clean start for yourself.)

And i have friends arrested, then I was trying to go down a stairs of ladder that the steps were so small, and then it drops all the way down till someone held my ladder below. (To dream that you are climbing down a ladder, suggests that you are escaping from your spiritual responsibilities. It is an indication of much disappointments. To dream that someone is holding a ladder for you, signifies that you will find success and rise to prominence with the support of others.)

And then I woke up... shivering. Couldn't go to work. So I am on medical leave today. And here writing...

My future lies on my own hand.

Still stucked in this...

sad and lonely world...

so empty....

10 years anniversary!!!

Aug 1997, I officially stepped out of the closet. What a good 10 years I been through, seen the best and the worst in this circle. Of course I knew that there are more to learn and experience in life. I am happy that it is the good people that I met over those 10 years, so lucky compared to a lot of other PLUs.

Lucky that I have these are good friends who are around me. Yesterday I went to Sentosa with my buddies. Really really enjoyed myself, played and laughed so hard! I wish we have more chances like this. I am looking forward already.

And thanks god, I met a really great guy who has a great loving heart, a guy who taught me the meaning of monogamous relationship and loyalty in love, shown me the ugly side of this circle, and most importantly, provided me the greatest love of all. Thank you Bee! By the way, glad that we are celebrating our 2nd anniversary this month too! :)

We are always hiding so many things in life, just for the sake of not wanting to hurt people's feeling, but ended up hurting ourselve more. I am glad that I decided not to hide my identity 10 years ago. And now, even some of my closest kins knew about me and they still love me as they used to be. No regrets already. I hope everybody around will be healthy and happy. I hope Bee will be healthy and happy forever. May our dreams come true soon.