Today is consider the last day in the chinese calender. As usual, all the shops will operate half day. Left BEE's hse after a good lunch that BEE bought me, went for haircut. Feeling better now.
As usual, helped mom with the praying stuff, burning of joss paper, preparation for reunion dinner. As age catches up, really do not have the mood to celebrate chinese new year especially when family size reduces since sis got married. Then first day of new year have to drag ourselve to visit some relatives, everyone will ask the same questions. So fake. This year, I did not shop for any new year clothings at all. Anyway I have the cute lion dance tee that BEE bought me from Thailand. Still have a pair of jeans and shoes that is totally new, also bought by BEE. Second day of new year got to work.
Really looking forward to the day BEE and I have our own home. I believe we will be so much happier than our current situation. :)
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY BEE
My Dearest Bee,
I really really appreciate you spending time with me on all my off days. We have been creating memorable histories in our relationship. You made me realised and experienced what treasuring each other means. I am so fortunate to have you in my life and thank you for always protecting me like a real man. I need you so much and I just cant live a day without you. Be assured that I would never want to take back my heart from you and I will keep yours safe and well protected with me.
Please treasure all the things I have made for you, every single one of them consists of my true love, sincerity and most importantly, with exchange for many hours of sleep to complete. Knowing you well, I know you will keep them properly. If one day when I am not in this world anymore, they are still around to keep you company. Of coz I do not want this to happen as I want to be living with you till the end of time. Remember our promise that we will go for a body check up together ok? We'll plan this soon, for the good of our future. If we do not take good care of our health, why shall we bother to work so hard going through this tough time?
Till the next time we meet, promise you take good care of yourself.
I LOVE YOU MY VALENTINE! :)
I really really appreciate you spending time with me on all my off days. We have been creating memorable histories in our relationship. You made me realised and experienced what treasuring each other means. I am so fortunate to have you in my life and thank you for always protecting me like a real man. I need you so much and I just cant live a day without you. Be assured that I would never want to take back my heart from you and I will keep yours safe and well protected with me.
Please treasure all the things I have made for you, every single one of them consists of my true love, sincerity and most importantly, with exchange for many hours of sleep to complete. Knowing you well, I know you will keep them properly. If one day when I am not in this world anymore, they are still around to keep you company. Of coz I do not want this to happen as I want to be living with you till the end of time. Remember our promise that we will go for a body check up together ok? We'll plan this soon, for the good of our future. If we do not take good care of our health, why shall we bother to work so hard going through this tough time?
Till the next time we meet, promise you take good care of yourself.
I LOVE YOU MY VALENTINE! :)
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
Can't get enough of YOU
It was another happy day together with you. Really really wish we had more time to spend together. But I guess even if we had one whole day it won't be enough too.
Today you asked me to compare you and my ex. Although by default, I definitely will say I enjoy your company more. But honestly honestly honestly, YOU are still the correct answer. I have no doubt we can get along really well together (as a couple), even if we have different hobbies and lifestyle. Comparing to the past, I can feel that you really trust me now and are not faking it. It is your little worries of whether anybody cruises me and safety of me crossing the road that makes me feel so warm inside.
You know recently I have been feeling so empty on days when you are not around me. My heart feels heavy. But you made it all up when I am with you. I can tell you are making effort to make me feel good. Thank you BEE. I hope we can keep this energy till we grow old.
You know I am so afraid of losing you. Looking forward to the day when we can see Light again.
Today you asked me to compare you and my ex. Although by default, I definitely will say I enjoy your company more. But honestly honestly honestly, YOU are still the correct answer. I have no doubt we can get along really well together (as a couple), even if we have different hobbies and lifestyle. Comparing to the past, I can feel that you really trust me now and are not faking it. It is your little worries of whether anybody cruises me and safety of me crossing the road that makes me feel so warm inside.
You know recently I have been feeling so empty on days when you are not around me. My heart feels heavy. But you made it all up when I am with you. I can tell you are making effort to make me feel good. Thank you BEE. I hope we can keep this energy till we grow old.
You know I am so afraid of losing you. Looking forward to the day when we can see Light again.
Thursday, February 1, 2007
Catch a star
1st Feb.... so fast, it's already the second month of the new year. And one more month left my probation will be over. Work has been good, this company definitely encorages us to play hard too. Today the company just celebrated with those whose birthday is in Jan and Feb. That including mine.
Maybe it sounds kinda contradicting but this week, time seems to pass slowly. Maybe becoz I was feeling tired most of the time. Worse, my waistline has been expanding. I better watch out.
Tonight is so windy. It brings me to the mood again. Wish I am standing on top of the hill, with my baybee, enjoying the cold breeze. It makes me feel like running away with my baybee, to somewhere far far away. Away from all the hypocrites, away from all these colourful lifestyle. Just live a simple life, just the two of us. Maybe Bee cant, becoz he gets tired of things easily. If he faces me everyday, he'll be so bored and sleepy, one day he might just run away from me.
Dunno when will I be able to travel again.
Havent been to the cinema.... think the last time was in Nov.
Dunno what the future will be like.... Of coz I'm hoping things to turn out well, on the other hand, I'm so afraid of all the false hopes in life again. Even tho ppl say, no hope, no disappointment. But then, without dreams, what is the meaning of life? Contradicting!
Hate waiting without deadline.
Maybe it sounds kinda contradicting but this week, time seems to pass slowly. Maybe becoz I was feeling tired most of the time. Worse, my waistline has been expanding. I better watch out.
Tonight is so windy. It brings me to the mood again. Wish I am standing on top of the hill, with my baybee, enjoying the cold breeze. It makes me feel like running away with my baybee, to somewhere far far away. Away from all the hypocrites, away from all these colourful lifestyle. Just live a simple life, just the two of us. Maybe Bee cant, becoz he gets tired of things easily. If he faces me everyday, he'll be so bored and sleepy, one day he might just run away from me.
Dunno when will I be able to travel again.
Havent been to the cinema.... think the last time was in Nov.
Dunno what the future will be like.... Of coz I'm hoping things to turn out well, on the other hand, I'm so afraid of all the false hopes in life again. Even tho ppl say, no hope, no disappointment. But then, without dreams, what is the meaning of life? Contradicting!
Hate waiting without deadline.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Sneeze
Everytime I sneezed today, my right lung feel pain. Dunno why... Now still feeling abit uncomfortable. Is it becoz I seldom exercise lately?
Dedicate this song to you BEE
BEE, I finally found a song that can represent my feelings to you. Every word in this song is true from my heart. Love you BEE! :)
谁 改变了我的世界
没有方向 没有日夜
我看着天 这一刻在想你
是否会 对我一样思念
你 曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天 我们来实现
我望着天 在心中默默念
下一秒 你出现在眼前
想念的心 装满的都是你
我的钢琴 弹奏的都是你
我的日记 写满的都是你的名
才发现 又另一个黎明
这是我 对你爱的累积
谁 改变了我的世界
没有方向 没有日夜
我看着天 这一刻在想你
是否会 对我一样思念
你 曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天 我们来实现
我望着天 在心中默默念
下一秒 你出现在眼前
想念的心 装满的都是你
我的钢琴 弹奏的都是你
我的日记 写满的都是你的名
才发现 又另一个黎明
这是我 对你爱的累积
Thursday, January 25, 2007
3G Video Call
Today I finally upgraded my sim card to a 3G sim card. Yeah! Bee video called me tonight. So amazing, there is a bit lapse but very clear. I was so happy that I kept smiling at bee, speechless. His smile was so bright and charming! And He looks so wonderful and adorable. He kept telling me "you are the best". I guess not many ppl can understand what we are going thru. Maybe it is a blessing in disguise, "this" actually makes us to bond tighter and stronger.
Hope we can have our own little home soon.
Hope we can have our own little home soon.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
鬼丈夫
Some love stories have happy endings, and they live happily ever after.
Some does not, but their hearts are never apart.
“一月梅花迎风颤二月风筝线儿断飘零零，三月桃花随水转
忽匆匆，四月枇杷未黄我欲对镜心意乱
五月石榴如火偏遇阵阵冷雨浇花端
六月伏天人人摇扇我心寒
七月半烧香秉烛问苍天
八月中秋月圆人不圆重九登高看孤雁
十依栏杆百声叹千言万语说不完”
“一片痴心二地相望下笔三四字泪已五六行
但求七夕鹊桥会八方神明负鸳鸯九泉底下十徘徊，
奈何桥上恨正长
肠百折，愁千缕，万般无奈把心伤”
Some does not, but their hearts are never apart.
“一月梅花迎风颤二月风筝线儿断飘零零，三月桃花随水转
忽匆匆，四月枇杷未黄我欲对镜心意乱
五月石榴如火偏遇阵阵冷雨浇花端
六月伏天人人摇扇我心寒
七月半烧香秉烛问苍天
八月中秋月圆人不圆重九登高看孤雁
十依栏杆百声叹千言万语说不完”
“一片痴心二地相望下笔三四字泪已五六行
但求七夕鹊桥会八方神明负鸳鸯九泉底下十徘徊，
奈何桥上恨正长
肠百折，愁千缕，万般无奈把心伤”
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