我又哭了。。。
这次，我停不了。。。
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Friday, February 22, 2008
感激遇到你
这是爱， 承诺用心恋爱
注定要和你同步飞身爱海
谁人是最爱， 全情投入去爱
有你每日也精彩
永远与你一起， 日后都只爱你
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味， 能维系便永记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
Oh baby I love you， I love you every day
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味， 能维系便永记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
感激遇到你
注定要和你同步飞身爱海
谁人是最爱， 全情投入去爱
有你每日也精彩
永远与你一起， 日后都只爱你
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味， 能维系便永记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
Oh baby I love you， I love you every day
永远的心动每日也令我回味
珍惜就像调味， 能维系便永记
爱你能教我幸福一世纪
感激遇到你
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Cough
Haiz... it is only the 2nd week of Lunar New Year and I am already taking my 3rd Medical Leave. This cough is a serious killer for my job. I have to suppress my cough during every call and really stressful. Still I cant control and gotta mute the call to continue coughing. Once I released the mute too fast and coughed on the call, hurriedly apologised to the caller. I hope I can recover soon and get back to work with a good health. Little worm you must get well soon ok?!!!
Saturday, January 12, 2008
The HUGE fighting spirit of a tiny worm
Yesterday when I was waiting to cross the road, I noticed a tiny beautiful bright green worm was hanging in the air down from the tree. You told me to pick it up and put it onto a safe place so that it will not be stepped by someone. I did. The little worm immediately crawled onto my hand. I slowly let it crawl safely back onto the stem of the tree. It is full of energy, moving so lively and quickly.
Today it was raining so heavily. I started to think of little worm. Wondered if it is safe out there. You told me that it is saved by me because of it's tough spirit, fighting so hard to hang on so that one day, it will become a butterfly and it will be free. Or if it is not, maybe it will be drowned in the rain or eaten by birds. That means it will reincarnate and in heaven now. What matter most is I saved him yesterday and that's a good deed.
Little worm has thought me a lesson, a tiny life that is full of energy to achieve his dream, never giving up even though it is risking its life out there. He does not have the luxury to choose if he likes it or not. He chooses to move on step by step till he reaches his goal. Yet we human always grumble and complain about our life, our job, our relationship, about things that we could not get but never even try hard enough to achieve. We may be huge, but we tend to have a mind and heart that is smaller than this worm.
I want to live the spririt of little worm, to be tougher in life, to be happy and live life to the fullest. Treasure every moment in life. Hope you do.
Today it was raining so heavily. I started to think of little worm. Wondered if it is safe out there. You told me that it is saved by me because of it's tough spirit, fighting so hard to hang on so that one day, it will become a butterfly and it will be free. Or if it is not, maybe it will be drowned in the rain or eaten by birds. That means it will reincarnate and in heaven now. What matter most is I saved him yesterday and that's a good deed.
Little worm has thought me a lesson, a tiny life that is full of energy to achieve his dream, never giving up even though it is risking its life out there. He does not have the luxury to choose if he likes it or not. He chooses to move on step by step till he reaches his goal. Yet we human always grumble and complain about our life, our job, our relationship, about things that we could not get but never even try hard enough to achieve. We may be huge, but we tend to have a mind and heart that is smaller than this worm.
I want to live the spririt of little worm, to be tougher in life, to be happy and live life to the fullest. Treasure every moment in life. Hope you do.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Shock of my life...
Never expect to be receiving flowers...
First You brought me sunshine when I was feeling down...
Now I got love... with 99 roses, I believed my smile was brighter than the sun!
Thank you and I promise I will be more optimisstic from today onwards...
Monday, January 7, 2008
Happy Birthday to me!
Thank you all of you who have celebrated my birthday with me. Thank you for all your presents, your wishes, your sms-es! Everyone of you, I sincerely thank you for being in my life. I really appreciate it.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
HAPPY 2008!!!
Yeah! It is finally year 2008!!! Hope I can leave behind all the unhappiness in the last one stressful year!
It has been a very meaningful night for me. After work at 8pm, I took a stroll down to balestier and went for a light dinner, hoping and waiting for friends to call me, which the supposingly gatherings seems to have been cancelled without notification. hmm... thought of taking the bus home, then I passed by the Burmese temple and I thought it would be nice to pray at the temple since its a new year. However, the temple was not open. So I still did a little prayer at the gate then walk my way to the bus stop. Got on to bus 130, then it passed by Guang Ming Shan, so I got down the bus.
To my expectation, there is some blessing and praying activities. Never expect there is a count down too. haha... It was around 10.15pm, so I took my time to pray to all the buddha, lighted a candle and made some wishes. Weather was great with nice cool breeze. At about 11.20pm I sat with the crowds on the stairs, waiting for the blessing ceremony to start. At 12am, the monk will hit the bell 108 times. I closed my eyes and started chanting until it ended. Everyone clapped and wished each other Happy New Year. It was great! First time spending my count down at a temple. It feels better than any countdown party. At least you feel that you gained something: blessings.
It has been a very meaningful night for me. After work at 8pm, I took a stroll down to balestier and went for a light dinner, hoping and waiting for friends to call me, which the supposingly gatherings seems to have been cancelled without notification. hmm... thought of taking the bus home, then I passed by the Burmese temple and I thought it would be nice to pray at the temple since its a new year. However, the temple was not open. So I still did a little prayer at the gate then walk my way to the bus stop. Got on to bus 130, then it passed by Guang Ming Shan, so I got down the bus.
To my expectation, there is some blessing and praying activities. Never expect there is a count down too. haha... It was around 10.15pm, so I took my time to pray to all the buddha, lighted a candle and made some wishes. Weather was great with nice cool breeze. At about 11.20pm I sat with the crowds on the stairs, waiting for the blessing ceremony to start. At 12am, the monk will hit the bell 108 times. I closed my eyes and started chanting until it ended. Everyone clapped and wished each other Happy New Year. It was great! First time spending my count down at a temple. It feels better than any countdown party. At least you feel that you gained something: blessings.
Seems like all my troubles have follow the sound of the bell, gone. I feel happy. Of coz, thank you for all your New Year wishes. And thank YOU too. Hope next year, we can spend this moment together, getting blessed.
After the ceremony, I take a relaxing stroll home, not directly home, but headed to the count down party behind my block. Seemed like many have left after the fireworks. Some of the residents still there waiting a band performance. The lead singer seemed to have lost his voice. haha... Then I headed straight to AMK hub, hoping to catch a late night movie, and YES! Just nice at 1am, I bought a ticket to watch National Treasure: book of secrets. Nice! Movie ended at 3.15am. Finally, really heading home this time. Felt tired but fulfilling. I look forward to this new year.
May everything goes well! Wish you all good health and happiness always!
After the ceremony, I take a relaxing stroll home, not directly home, but headed to the count down party behind my block. Seemed like many have left after the fireworks. Some of the residents still there waiting a band performance. The lead singer seemed to have lost his voice. haha... Then I headed straight to AMK hub, hoping to catch a late night movie, and YES! Just nice at 1am, I bought a ticket to watch National Treasure: book of secrets. Nice! Movie ended at 3.15am. Finally, really heading home this time. Felt tired but fulfilling. I look forward to this new year.
May everything goes well! Wish you all good health and happiness always!
Friday, December 28, 2007
So beautiful
It wasn't a pleasant day, lots of trouble, lots of unhappiness. Today I finally spent some time at the beach, I sat on the breakwater, it was extremely windy, so cooling! It took my troubles away. The sunset was so beautiful. Everything was perfect, except that you are not here.
I miss you...
Monday, November 26, 2007
I thought....
I thought I have chosen the right path to move forward...
I thought I am strong enough to face the problem...
I thought I have enough appointments to occupy my time...
I thought I am a happy go lucky guy...
I thought I have cover up myself to play hard and work hard...
I thought I can easily find a shoulder to lean on...
I thought by eating a lot of chocolates can make me happier...
I think I feel worse now...
I think I cannot control my moods anymore...
I afraid I will go into depression anytime...
I wish I will not wake up tomorrow...
And forever....
I thought I am strong enough to face the problem...
I thought I have enough appointments to occupy my time...
I thought I am a happy go lucky guy...
I thought I have cover up myself to play hard and work hard...
I thought I can easily find a shoulder to lean on...
I thought by eating a lot of chocolates can make me happier...
I think I feel worse now...
I think I cannot control my moods anymore...
I afraid I will go into depression anytime...
I wish I will not wake up tomorrow...
And forever....
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Monday, October 22, 2007
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
I am taking a vacation from my relationship
War Ended: 17 Oct 2007, 13:08hrs
Peace Treaty: Signed
No. of Casualty: Zero
Leave Application: Approved
Length of Leave Applied: Unknown
Peace Treaty: Signed
No. of Casualty: Zero
Leave Application: Approved
Length of Leave Applied: Unknown
Should I believe? It does seem true...
Capricorn: Patience, patience, patience. Yes, it's not fun, but you're going to have to deal with a lot of waiting in the next few days. It'll be worth it.
Chinese Horoscope, Tiger: Love could give you some headaches, as small disagreements escalate into epic battles.
Chinese Horoscope, Tiger: Love could give you some headaches, as small disagreements escalate into epic battles.
Goodbye...
It is time to let go...
It is time for a short retreat, some soul searching or whatsoever...
See you guys maybe a month or later...
Take care...
It is time for a short retreat, some soul searching or whatsoever...
See you guys maybe a month or later...
Take care...
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Cold war
We have not contacted each other for 12 hours already.
I am not angry with you for nothing. If knowing that I do not like it, why do you still do it? Let's switch the role and see how you would feel in my position.
I am not angry with you for nothing. If knowing that I do not like it, why do you still do it? Let's switch the role and see how you would feel in my position.
Monday, October 8, 2007
Sunday, October 7, 2007
A Broken Wing
She loved him like he was
The last man on Earth
Gave him everything she ever had
He'd break her spirit down
Then come lovin' up to her
Give a little, then take it back
She'd tell him about her dreams
He'd just shoot 'em down
Lord he loved to make her cry
"You're crazy for believin'
You'll ever leave the ground"
He said, "Only angels know how to fly"
CHORUS
And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly
One Sunday morning
She didn't go to church
He wondered why she didn't leave
He went up to the bedroom
Found a note by the window
With the curtains blowin' in the breeze
REPEAT CHORUS
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly
The last man on Earth
Gave him everything she ever had
He'd break her spirit down
Then come lovin' up to her
Give a little, then take it back
She'd tell him about her dreams
He'd just shoot 'em down
Lord he loved to make her cry
"You're crazy for believin'
You'll ever leave the ground"
He said, "Only angels know how to fly"
CHORUS
And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly
One Sunday morning
She didn't go to church
He wondered why she didn't leave
He went up to the bedroom
Found a note by the window
With the curtains blowin' in the breeze
REPEAT CHORUS
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Forever Love
I know that the lyrics in this song is what we have always been trying to do all this while.
o~~~
爱你
不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你 每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever 才了解自己
未来这些日子要好好珍惜
爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边像微风深情
温柔的安抚 我的不安定
所以我要
每年研究你的笑容
wo~~多么自然
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有
幸福的理由
爱情
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
wo
多么自然
你感动的眼睛
我沉默的声音
仿佛就是最好的证明
就让我再说一次
I love you ~~
直到永远
oh forever love
forever love
forever love
o~~~
爱你
不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你 每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever 才了解自己
未来这些日子要好好珍惜
爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边像微风深情
温柔的安抚 我的不安定
所以我要
每年研究你的笑容
wo~~多么自然
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有
幸福的理由
爱情
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
wo
多么自然
你感动的眼睛
我沉默的声音
仿佛就是最好的证明
就让我再说一次
I love you ~~
直到永远
oh forever love
forever love
forever love
Life Lesson
别人是笑里藏刀
我确是笑里藏伤
已经学会如何在心里哭泣
又或者说是“笑着流泪”
人生太戏剧性了， 如果不是亲身体验，
也未必能体会出歌曲里说描诉的心情
忘了为什么想痛哭一场
你给的理由听来都牵强
说服不了我只好继续假装
眼底没有泪光
几乎要承认对感情失望
但你一靠近又想要原谅
伤心的话语都往心里面藏
受不了也不讲
我笑着流泪就怕夜色太漫长
必须面对失去你的凄凉
温柔已经让我受了伤
多痛一点又何妨
我笑着流泪把快乐留在脸上
不让你看到谁变的心慌
所有关于爱你的迷惘
都让我一个人尝
我确是笑里藏伤
已经学会如何在心里哭泣
又或者说是“笑着流泪”
人生太戏剧性了， 如果不是亲身体验，
也未必能体会出歌曲里说描诉的心情
忘了为什么想痛哭一场
你给的理由听来都牵强
说服不了我只好继续假装
眼底没有泪光
几乎要承认对感情失望
但你一靠近又想要原谅
伤心的话语都往心里面藏
受不了也不讲
我笑着流泪就怕夜色太漫长
必须面对失去你的凄凉
温柔已经让我受了伤
多痛一点又何妨
我笑着流泪把快乐留在脸上
不让你看到谁变的心慌
所有关于爱你的迷惘
都让我一个人尝
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