I thought....

I thought I have chosen the right path to move forward...
I thought I am strong enough to face the problem...
I thought I have enough appointments to occupy my time...
I thought I am a happy go lucky guy...
I thought I have cover up myself to play hard and work hard...
I thought I can easily find a shoulder to lean on...
I thought by eating a lot of chocolates can make me happier...
I think I feel worse now...
I think I cannot control my moods anymore...
I afraid I will go into depression anytime...
I wish I will not wake up tomorrow...
And forever....